who is she?

Looking back

So I have been looking back in my old Live Journal. I posted this about 3 years ago. I still remember who each one of these is about, and for the most part they wouldn't change much if I had posted this today.

[Feb. 5th, 2007|12:53 pm] 1. Our plans never work out, so we stopped planning. Some how playing it by ear always works out for the better. I hold you close, you know that. Who knew the 'flip kid' would be one of my closest friends. 2. We used to hangout everyday, now I barely see you, and when I do its never the same. I can't wait for you to come home this summer, I know we will pick up where we left off. I still think you rule hard. 3. For some reason I always feel comfortable telling you anything. We have sat in my car for hours talking in front of your house. You are a solid dude, I always know that when I come home you will drop everything to hangout with me. 4. We have broken so many laws together, but always know when to stop. I like staying at your house, but only when your mom is at work. I disagree with people when they say you need to grow up. You need to think about more than just yourself. I can always count on you for a good time. 5. You are a great dude. I love it when you smile, but hate it when you are pissed. Luckily, you are most smiley when we are together. We have had many adventures, and many more to come. I want to meet your grandpa one day soon, because I hear so much about him. 6. I never now what 'cool new thing' you are going to be hyped on next. You have a lot of cool ideas, you just need to follow through on more things. I feel like when I am with you we are unstoppable, but when apart I feel like we are barely friends. 7. You moved away from this boring little town. I hope you have found yourself, I hope you found what you were looking for. I want you to move back soon. When we are together we do some stupid stuff, and piss off your sister. I often forget we have matching tattoos. 8. To be honest, I was a little skeptical of living with you. WOW was I wrong! You are my favorite roommate, You always wanna hangout or do something. You got me into graffiti, too bad I am terrible. I just wish I could beat you at more video games. 9. You will always be a liar, I still can't trust you. I still love seeing you and hanging out with you, cause we always have a good laugh. I just think its time to find a real job. 10. I rarely see you, and you live just across the city. We used to have good talks in your sunfire, but now I just feel like you are too mature for me. We need to hangout soon, cause I miss you.

and it happened...

Another repair

Jean repair

This is probably one of the best repairs I have ever done.

Weighing options.

So Life has me in an awkward spot. I hate Ottawa. Its a city where nothing happens. I like being in the GTA, I have so many friends here, there are shows, there things happening. I have been back in Uxbridge for the last few months, just kickin' it like I used to. Bryaden, Eric and I hang out almost everyday. Ryan is abroad with Joey, doing his thing. It will be sweet when he gets back, but for the time being, I am looking for a construction job here in the GTA. I actually liked working for Graydex last summer, I worked with good guys, and made good money. I don't want to work construction for the rest of my life, but its alright for where I am now. I want to save so much money this summer, I want to be putting a down payment on a house this time next year.
I want to be doing my own thing, but right now I'm losing my motivation.